Things at work are getting worse. So after doing everything as well as possible and working my heart out ...

... I had the day off on Friday. So (of course, true to par), Thursday afternoon right before I left for the day, HR called to tell me that accounting "audited" my salary and realized they had been "overpaying me" since January.

And They want their $ back (even though it was their error). I was so stunned I didn't know what in the world to say. All of the sudden, the room started spinning, I got cold, I felt as if I would faint. All I wanted to do was get OUT of that office. I told my colleagues I had to go (they asked if I was OK since I was all pale).

I felt HORRIBLE.

Then, when I came back in today, clearly one of the trouble-makers had been working at my desk while I was away and made a mess and didn't clean it up.

I have been having SI since Thursday.

I have an appt with my T tonight but I don't even know if it's worth it. After all this hard work and $...it just doesn't feel like it's worth it anymore.