ok what really gets me is I havent talked to my mom in 2 1/2 weeks and my older sister asked to borrow money here I am on SSI and have 2 kids of my own so I said I would try and then ever almost 3 weeks my mom calls me and leaves a message telling me whats wrong with me and saying that I sould learn how to be there and help out my family and then said maybe there is a med out there for that I am sooo tried of people telling me how ****** up I am... I am always in the wrong and cant do anything right in anyones eyes..... I am just to tired and just dont have anymore fight in me......