hi Rose Panachee, without knowing you, it sounds like delayed reaction to me, things don't always hit us straight away. i wish you could find it in you to be proud of yourself tho as that was the sweetest and kindest thing you done for a neighbor you barely know, not many folks would have. maybe you can treat yourself to something, not necessarily money wise, just something you don't often take the time to do? maybe you could also lift this depressed feeling by reminding yourself you probably saved the womans life by responding so quickly and making sure everything was done right for her at the hospital. sorry if this doesn't help much.