Yes I agree with PinkMist. It is hard to connect with people that understand you or how you feel. I absolutely hate when people call and cancel plans with me it makes me feel so small. And as for the bars, I don't even bother because I think I live in the most superficial city on earth (NYC) where people enjoy stepping on other people, being fake, backstabbing and cutting you down.

Don't feel alone. There are many outlets you can turn to to find safe haven. I have accepted the fact that this is where I'm at right now and there is nothing I can do to change it. It makes me sad yes, but at least I know I'm not the only one who is going through it and it gives me some comfort. Stop by my page if you want to say hello, and keep posting, it will be alright.