thank you for the responses everyone. it really makes me feel better. therapy is the most miserable and bizarre helpful thing ever! im afraid if i cut back or take a break i will lose footing and motivation but i feel consumed by "therapy stuff" and i dont know if thats good or bad. all this talk and thinking about emotions and feelings is so new and insane to me. its a constant tug inside of me....like...

dig deeper......PULL BACK........be vulnerable....&$%* THAT...... keep going....IGNORANCE IS BLISS!

*sigh*