So my career has necessitated a move across the country. Away from my therapist and everything I've come to be familiar with. And I am utterly terrified. I don't know what to do, what to expect. When my therapist said today that we should prepare for the probability that we will never see each other again, I sobbed. We'd spent half an hour discussing all the ways that I've been screwed over by my rape and I was completely dry-eyed. It wasn't until he said that we were most likely going to say goodbye forever that I broke down. I don't know what to do about this. Truth be told, the only thing that is holding me here is my love for the state I'm in and my therapist. My therapist being the mainstay. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to deal with this. If anyone has any advice I'd be so grateful.
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