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Originally Posted by LostinDC
Its funny how that to some extent we never get over that childhood impression that we are the center of the universe. If we die, we think, well of course someone would notice. Not tonight. Tonight no one would notice at all. I would just die quietly because I don't want to bother anyone. My whole life encapsulated in that one phrase. She died quietly. Or least no one could hear her scream. Kind apropos innit? lol
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I don't think I can address what I read between the lines here so I'll consider it a conversation. I think that we are always the center of our universe metaphorically speaking. How else could it be? When we die there is no more universe for us. Given the choice I hope to die quietly. Not until all resources and possibilities are exhausted... except radiation and chemotherapy. I'd never go that far.
I hope you can hang on until you find a resource that works for you.