Not looking forward to today at all. I only got an hour of sleep and now I'm off for a day trip to the states with my mom and grandmother. I'm not looking forward to this at all, my grandmother is an recovering alcoholic who lapsed last night. She forgot that we were going today and got so drunk that she is still stumbling this morning and couldn't remember why my mom and I were here... I can't deal with this all day she's stuttering and rambling, it almost seems like she picked up where she left off last night. Ugh! Its not even 8 am and I just want the day to end!! :'(