LIDC, SI, is a highly sensitive and therefore triggering topic. I can understand why GI reacted the way she did. Many of us bpd'ers struggle with SI, and stopping in particular, and I can't speak for others, but it was definitly not a logically thought out decision to do so. So the fact that you would post that you are concidering it, but won't go thru with it bcoz of work IS insensitive. It's not like you would post a topic about wanting to become an addict in the addictions forum, so all in all, just a little concideration for those who actually suffer with this problem. Thank you and take care.