Thanks for the replies.

I am definitely going to discuss with my pdoc at my next session. What is being described here, fits me to a certain degree. My highs aren't out of control and I still function for the most part when low.

I can get very angry, obsessive, careless with money, and have periods of years where I was very happy followed by years of sadness. My wife has noted my obsessive tendencies before, and a anxiety/depression diagnosis never seemed to paint the whole picture. I've got some more research to do and hopefully I can see my pdoc sooner than later.