sorry you're going through that..but yeah I can kind relate I had a recent flashback that sent me into a weird panic attack sort of thing and I've been feeling a bit more on edge since....but yeah I was thinking about getting seasonal/part time job but now i am concerned about freaking out on the job because of how hard it was to control my actions after the flashback due to what felt like massive amounts of energy flowing through me needing release.

As for being afraid of going out of your house I can kinda understand, I mean there are times I really don't want to go out.......because I know being around people in public is going to be quite uncomfortable and anxiety provoking. Also you're right hiding does not help in the long run..I learned that the hard way yet it's still hard not to.

I to am actually quite overwhelmed in life as well and don't feel very hopeful about it getting better........sorry I don't really have much advice as I'm not doing to well myself, but what I am trying to do is approach my PTSD as something that might not go away and just learn to cope with it rather then fight against it. But if you're going to therapy I'd keep doing that.