OK - trust - as regards other people and friends and my lack of memory or chunks of time... do your close friends say,"Don't you remember.......?" much? Sometimes the information they give me is sooooo NOT in my memory....... I find myself having a big wad to swallow in trusting them that "whatever" happened.

I have very few close friends because of my need for extreme honesty: which I depend upon to know where I am, AND have been, FOR REAL. Bull___t really muddies my muddles. So many people speak from convenience with no attachment to their words. (And it's amazing how many mean people actually lie to me cause they thnk it's funny......) ARGHHHHHHHH!!!! I just stay picky or stay out of it.

OK now the funny story: I keep an email account at Yahoo for junk I want: politics/petitions/sign ups, etc.. The junk I don't want comes to that adress as well, and piles up in the thing they call JUNK. The delete button is inefficient and for some reason won't clear if I punch" clear all". Very frustrating. I would choose to delete and be neat. Daily.

The Yahoo info page suggested ignoring the pile up. Sure, if yer the ignoring type..... but those rising thousands of unwanted "things" over there, in MY world, however slightly, bugs me. bugs the hell out of me.

Well, about two months ago, I have a vague memory of awaking in the night: turned my MSN TV2 on, pulled up Yahoo JUNK, erased said JUNK down to zero, shut everything back off, went back to sleep.

Morning came, I went to Yahoo, thinking I must have had a dream, and my JUNK was at 0, I was impressed. I've been trying to re-find this Loose Part ever since, (I bet it's the one who can do math that I haven't seen since I had meningitis and parts of my bain melted..... but that's another story.)