I used to have it really bad that I would lay down to sleep and instead go through my entire life and all the bad things and mistakes I made and lay there all night crying. When my husband first moved in with me and we slept in the same bed, this stopped. It was like having him there made me feel safe and my past shut off at last. I no longer go over the past like I used to. I don't know what it was that resolved it for me because it wasn't like he did anything, he was just there.

Otherwise, though, my brain is totally against me. I can't focus, can't read, can't write, can't organize or get things done....