Basically I've already been assessed but they didn't even ask me to what happens to me everyday, all they asked was about my childhood, now they are assuming nothings wrong and it was what happened to me as a child that's made me like this when my mum, partner and best friend know its something more than that, my mum thinks its bipolar from the way I have been for the past few years, my friends think I get too overly confident and really vain then the next I can be the opposite, my partner who I live with thinks I'm being more aggressive, talking fast about all these ideas I come up with that half the time he forgets half the things I said and I get really hyper over nothing at anytime, it feels like when I get off a rollercoaster and wanna go on it again, basically like a rush.of adrenaline or act really silly at times, I've noticed I get really hot and irritated easily, my worse symptom was when I seen all these demonic faces around me and had all these racing thoughts through my head that I couldn't move. my doctor knows all of this and he goes "its depression", now I don't know much about it but my mum suffered from it and when I told her my symptoms she told me that im not suffering from depression It sounds like I'm suffering from manic depression..anyone experienced any of these symptoms? theres so much more but its not much of a long list!
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