{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Carrie}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

I read your post and cried. Please don't feel bad about that, I've been getting better with it. I'm starting to freeze over.

They gave me no options, in fact they informed me that NO doctor in that section will see me for 6 months..........feels like I've been blackballed.

I will not talk to another T or anyone else in 3D again. To open myself up to another person so completely, to need someone like that - is unacceptable. I obviously have nothing to offer someone anyway.

After everything, he has completely just cut me off. Like I don't exist. He knows ME, knows what I am feeling about this, and still he does it.............that tells me how much value I have - ZERO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm getting ready for surgery next month and trying to maintain some superficial mask for the world to see - when the fall comes, I will not feel it.

Heather, Jill, Wendy, everyone else who gave me such caring responses - thank you. I exist here, not in 3D.

Carrie, I appreciate your post more than words can say.

xoxo