Thanks for your input, hankster. I know, in reality, it would be awkward. It's just fantasy, transference, whatever. The thing is: it doesn't come from my HEAD; it comes from my HEART, and makes me sad.

I'm glad you're starting to feel security and safety with your T. That's how I feel with mine, so maybe that's why the above wish. I feel like I love her, but it's not romantic love. It's bigger than that.