I was diagnosed a year ago by a clinical psychologist, who used the SCID-D. I'm begining to come down from a second round of denial.
I keep thinking it's impossible. it's not real. and it's not happening. because it can't be.
is it logic? no. but having it be true means a lot of other things are also true...
Not the least of those things is how can I trust myself to know whats really real?
my life has been completely thrown into question. and the answer sux.
I'm coming back around to it again. the more i look the more I see that it fits.
but it's hard to accept.