Unfortunately no, I can't continue it through the summer as I am an out of state student so I go back to my home state during the summer to stay with my "family." I can't do any therapy while I am home because if they knew I was going to therapy I would be in some deep shxt .

I haven't talked to my current T about this because I don't want to appear needy...I'm not really, I'm just anxious to get through all this stuff because I can't carry it around with me anymore! It's killing me slowly. I'm sure I'll be fine till fall, I think once finals are done and I start working my summer job I won't think about it so much, but this next week is going to be hell, I think. I don't have much in the way of support so anything I get I hang onto for dear life, that's why this hurts so badly. But I figure I've made it nearly 20 years without any, three more months without won't kill me right?!

((northgirl)) - Did you have to terminate because of the therapist's will or because you're leaving school for summer too? I'm sorry, this sucks doesn't it?