I was out tonight and just got home. I have to go to bed. My T did NOT email me. I expect to hear from her in the morning; my appointment isn't until 5 p.m. I hope she's back.

Sorry I can't deal with the replies about head/vs heart. Too triggering for me. I NEED to tell my T what my heart wants even if it's fantasy. I NEED to.

Thank you, rainbow_rose.