ad gift part. I used the word "dangerous" for a reason. It's like playing with fire. Even if you know how to use it, you still can get burned... plus that fire is too damn fascinating to use it responsibly.

I wish there was a way to fully take control. And I don't mean being flattened the hell out of myself.


And Trippin'... I Know what you mean. Animals are not "ill" for not likin' to be caged. Maybe we humans are not "ill" for not likin' to live in the post-industrial post-modern society. Alas, most of us are too hooked up on that, and there is not even wilderness for us all, where we could go and live more simply. So we are stuck. I think we are like caged animals, the care is provided, but this just isn't our nature, so we go crazy. They say 25% of the USA has some diagnosable mental illness... If one quarter of the world's sole superpower and the friggin' beacon of freedom and our-way-of-life is not handling life well... then that is telling. It's probably not good way to live, as alluring as it sounds.