Nothing bad has actually happened to me , yet I feel so hopeless ! I have 2 beautiful children , a really supportive husband and a nice house , why is this not enough ??????

I think I have been hiding feelings of despair for sometime , it came to a head when I started taking panick attacks , I feel like there is no point to my life anymore , I dont even want to get dressed in the morning and generally I just feel trapped in this life .

I have been on antidepressants for 3weeks now and seem to be feeling worse , although the crying has stopped which is good . Will I ever feel normal again ?????