I will not e-mail you until I return home and need to set up an appointment. I will not!
I am at the one week mark now. I was updating you every two weeks or so. Now I just need to go one more week and the real battle begins.
I should have never allowed myself to bring my life at home on the road with me. I should have shut it all out like last time. I can't even use food to cope with my emotions because I am living with five other people in a hostel dorm. I don't have the courage to go out and exercise. The locals already look at me strange enough.
I will not email you.
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