Sorry you are struggling with this....I understand how you are feeling though....I struggled with that for quite awhile also.

Think the only thing that kept me alive for several years was part of a grilled cheese sandwich & a couple of oatmeal cookies every day. Anything else made my stomach feel so sick. I couldn't stand the smell of food because that would make me feel sick also....so husband had to cook for himself....luckily, he would make the food & I would eat what I could. If I would have had to fix my own food, I probably wouldn't have eaten at all.

It is nice to be able to really eat again. There are so many wonderful tasting foods that I am finally able to truly enjoy. I don't eat a lot....but what I eat, it's something I really enjoy.

Unfortunately, I still cant eat much at any one time. I go from a couple of bites to FULL immediately & there is no inbetween & at full, I can't eat any more. It really helps keep my weight at just the right place when I don't eat the wrong foods