@Girl_Interrupted Admittedly, I'm new here but I'm pretty sure that red dot with an X in it is a trigger warning. It even says "trig" when you hover the mouse over it. Assuming that it does not indicate that this is a post about Trigonometry then I see it as a trigger warning. I'm not sure why it's not showing up for you. I'm sorry this is so upsetting for you. Like I said before I know we're all here because we have a **** ton of emotional pain right now and we all should as much as possible not cause each other more. This thread isn't that important to me (and I already got a really good answer from aethena, so I would be okay with deleting the whole thread if it makes you feel better.