So normally me and T have a great relationship, but it's been feeling really off lately. He's been really frustrated with me (admittly) and its been making me feel horrible. Like last week he was talking about how I need to trust our relationship and I got upset and he got REALLY frustrated. He said it was cause he needed to make points without me shutting down. I just felt bad for not trusting him. Now I've got some horrible complex about not deserving his time anymore. I feel like I'm just a burden on him and the only way to stop being a burden is to quit therapy entirely. I "quit" yesterday in an email, but he just told me to stop with the negativity. Really? I feel like he's just not getting me for some reason. His time is probably better spent helping a client he CAN fix.