I agree with Lostmyway21 and Cocoabeans, I know no matter how I die I will will have to go somehow and it will become some sort of statistic. I worry about suicide only in how I know it will harm those around me that care. At times even when I have not cared for myself, it is what has kept me alive. In turn, it keeps me from becoming in particular a suicide stat. So more concerned about working on well being and staying safe, let things happens as they may.