I feel so helpless and alone. My husband died almost 2 weeks ago. He was all I had. I've lost people before - by the time I was 26 I had lost both parents, all grandparents and several aunts and uncles. We went through infertility treatments and never were able to have kids. The doctor says I possibly had several early miscarriages. It was just the two of us and that was OK. Now it's just me. I don't want to go on without him. It hurts too much. Everyone keeps telling me I'm strong and I can get through this but I'm not and I don't want to get through this - I just want to be with him. He was my world and without him nothing matters.