we are only able to see our counselor once every 2 weeks and the time in between is almost unbearable sometimes. she has encouraged us to find and/or make new,outside support systems and we are trying our best to do that. we recently started attending celebrate recovery meetings in hopes of maybe connecting with someone,anyone we could relate to but so far nothing. she allows as many emails in between that we want and we have a private,online journal we write in and she leaves us feedback but as we are sure most everyone knows it just doesnt take the place of f2f interaction. the loneliness keeps growing and its becoming near debilitating. we try coming here but feel like what we have to say is ,for the most part,just downright idiotic and stupid. we try hard to combat the depression by doing activities in our room. certain life situations seem to be making us lose hope they might ever change. sometimes we cant even read posts because-and we are deeply ashamed of this-we find ourselves envious of those who can see their counselors once or even more times a week. we know we shouldnt feel that way but sometimes we still do. we are very sorry. anyway not totally sure what we are needing but thanks for letting us talk♥♥♥♥♥♥♥