dear t
i am feeling so discombobulated! like i am missing something. no, it is not you. you are scaring me again. getting too close. that just means i will have to flee again.

i am hungry, hot, cold, tired, awake, just totally out of it and my boss called and wants me in three hours early. i need the hours.

been sick for four days and no meds. maybe this is why i am feeling so out of sorts.. meds suck when you have the flu!!!!