Hang in there, Trinity. It's just a matter of time until you find someone to connect with in your regular life. You are doing a great thing in trying new things and new places to try to meet people. I have been there and appreciate how difficult it is and the courage it takes to keep putting yourself out there. You are going to get tired of the effort that it takes sometimes. At those times, just give yourself credit that you are trying, take a short break to regroup and then keep trying. You're amazing. At some point, you're going to meet the right person/people who will see that.