first yahoo - the clear all isn't for deleting. You know those white boxes along the sides of the email subject lines? Clicking - check all - will put a check mark in those white boxes and clicking on - clear all - takes the checks out of the white sqoares. If you want to delete the whole page of emails click on - check all - and then click on - delete. that will remove all emails on that page.
Friends telling I did things I didn't - no not on purpose but a funny situation did happen to that effect one day.
the phone rang I was asleep. I remember looking at caller ID and seeing it was my friend I put the phone down on my bed (too far asleep to put it on my head board) anyway when I finally woke up about three hours later I called my friend back and said I had already talked to her earlier that morning. When I dissociate there is always evidence be it a new shirt, new drawing, rooms rearranged and so on. So I went through my house looking to see what was changed to get a clue what memory piece I was in when I talked to my friend and I found nothing. by this time a couple more hours have pasted so I called my friend back and asked her if she knew what memory piece I was in when she talked to me and she said no but was sitll adiment we had talked, So I hung up and found my dissociation log and started filling it in
First thing remembered 10 am got dressed and called C back. She said I told her about this that and that. this morning.
last thing remembered 7am answering the phone, seeing on caller ID it was C then put the phone on bed and went back to sleep.
Now the trigger to my dissociating is always contained in the last thing remembered area. and I don't get triggered by phones ringing, or C
So I sat down totally confused and by this time it was after dinner and I had searched hi and low for any signs of my dissociating into a memory piece and found nothing. Suddenly the phone rings. its C and she says um you know that conversation you had with me this morning? It wasn't you it was so and so (another one of her friends) I was talknig to.
I started laughing as said "and now who is the one in la la land?" not me I've been in the twilight zone (tv series here in the USA).
I don't get mad when that kind of thing happens. Ive always all my life had people telling me I do things that I don't remember doing anyway. So when C did that it was just a normal thing for me. In fact when SKR was trying to figure out if I had DID before I disclosed to her that I had it she asked me if that kind of thing happens to me where people say I do things that I don't rember. Its just one of those things that comes with being DID.
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