I would call that obsessive, but not necessarily OCD. In my experience people who have OCD don't just feel uncomfortable if they don't go through with their compulsion, it actually feels like if they didn't it would have catastrophic consequences.

With that said I'm not a professional, and I don't know your entire story, so I can't really tell you one way or the other regarding OCD. Either way I'm glad you are seeking help for this because it sounds like you are in a significant amount of distress.