It is hard seeing it happen mainly because that poor defenseless little baby is going through all this. I think that's what hurts the most, but what also hurts is the disappointment I have in my sister. My sister led to me believe through her pregnancy that she was going to be different then our mother and that she was going to give up the partying and promiciousness.

I know the baby is safe and if anything was to happen my mom knows to call me and I would go get him. They live about 15 minutes away so it's no big deal.