I want to say I always appreciate your posts so much too, trinity. There's always compassion and real care in what you post. You are supportive of others and are helpful and valuable here and very much wanted and cared for.
I wish you could see your counselor more often. Is there a really good reason it's not possible to see her once a week? I am glad though that you have the journal and the email privileges; I'm sure that does help, even if it's not as nice as face to face.