The more I write about my issues the more I think I confuse myself. I can't stop trying to figure this out, it's been keeping me up at night.

I was just reading about "Healthy Sex Life" and they kept talking about things that kill sex drive, weight was the one that caught my eye. It was saying that being overweight could make you lose interest in sex, but my sex drive seems to be going haywire as in it is in hyperdrive. I have also heard that being overweight leads to low self-esteem and promiscuity...I may have the low self-esteem but promiscuity would be acting on my sexuality (not necessarily sex, but acting interested and "sexy") which is what stops me dead in my tracks. All of these sources just don't seem to apply to my situation, it is becoming so frustrating!