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Hi i been in therapy a little over a year, i starting opening up about 7 months into therapy, just recently we are working about sensitive issues in my past which are hefty to say the least.
i started lithium ten days ago and my moods have been down irritable, so todays session she noticed i had a flat affect so we didnt discuss anything from my past
it was going well until she asked me what my thoughts were on seeing her every 2 weeks, she told me not to jump to conclusions or panic because she just wanted to know what i thought
and she strongly feels that i should still go weekly and does not have strong feelings about the 2 a week yet, i asked her why she questioned it and she said she just wanted to know.
being bpd and bp 1 im like going crazy even though i promised not to, here i am she is lying or has an alterior motive what now?
i wrote her a letter saying if termination is around the corner i rather stop doing trauma work
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Bipolar 1
Gad
Ptsd
BPD
ZOLOFT 100
TOPAMAX 400
ABILIFY 10
SYNTHROID 137
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