It took awhile for me to get there but I do trust my T, I get upset with myself sometimes because even while I'm telling her something and knowing I am trusting her with it, I can still sit there feeling all exposed and vulnerable and embarrassed and then I feel like I have to explain to her "I don't know why I feel ____ because I trust you with this." Oh sometimes this whole therapy thing can be so confusing. But my T is awesome and putting my trust in her has been a great decision for me as well.