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((((Clarity))))
I can only answer for us. Yes, it has happened and right now I fear it could happen again. I am struggling right now with some things and I am struggling not to hurt at times as it is something I cannot talk about or even write about. I have hidden for weeks now trying to not let it show and have not been able to write or anything at this time as I cannot bring myself to and no one within can either. Even the thought of writing it out terrifies me and causes me to want to hurt.
I am afraid of the one within that holds this and I feel that fear being reciprocated. Fear has stopped me from reaching within or without. I am even scared posting this. One within knows that I have trouble dealing with memories, and knows that often it causes thoughts to hurt, it is really getting to me. Just wanted to say you are not alone and that I understand.
dps
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