Dear T,

Why is it that when you ask me "How are you feeling (when I am in a shut down mode), and then I say, "I am mad at you, I hate you, You tick me off, I wish I had never met you, etc........."

You act like it doesn't bother you one bit. You actually seem to like it? Are you a gluton for punishment? Why do you push my buttons until I say stuff like that? To be honest, it feels GREAT to be able to say that to someone!! I am sorry that you just happen to be the one I am saying it to. You know that you are not the one that I am "really" angry with, don't you?

Squiggle