I am aware. I have opened my eyes, and so have I. I can sense it, I can witness it through posts I have made while someone else. But what do I do now??
I have no control over her, and I don't even think she even knows I exist.
I have had sex with people who remember me, but I don't even know I have met them...
I now understand why nobody wants to get real close to me... A good friend once told me he could never get bored with me cuz I'm always someone else....we don't talk anymore because we are too much to handle.

I'm very lonely here with me.