So I recently discovered Im cyclothymiac...All I can say is WHAT A RELIEF to know what the issue is and now that I know Im like "Wow, that explains alot!" I was MISdiagnosed as a child as having ADD...which apparently is common. Im devouring as much info on the topic as I possibly can...However, textbooks dont give u personal experiences...For example, Im at the end of my hypomania...and I kinda miss it PLUS i dont want to feel depressed...And I dont know HOW im going to feel...thats whats bothering me at this point...