please, no disrespect to you or your forum members here. The volume and philosophical significance of this work should be a matter of a tome or phenomenological dissertation.
Have you read Carlos Castaneda's works?
I love and live by them....
Dreams are very important.
Your work here is very intriuging...
I say, don't fear them...work with them...
The meaning of your life is here.............
just sayin......Y :-)