I did end up going as i kind of knew i will. He was able to that i was nervous no need to say anything. He actually weedled that info out of me, he found out i drink and cut. When he asked me about drugs i didnt answer cuz i didnt know wat to say. Is nicotine gum considered a drug? He's very firm and doesnt let me get out of answering any of his q. Since thats the only way he gets info. He got very nervous about me, i thnk hes scared. But he didnt ask me anything about suicide which surprised me. Whatever it was odd but i survived it. Thnx so much for your posts it helps me alot. Thnx