Just an update for anyone that cares.

Overall have still been feeling the same. Still have trouble just getting motivated to get out of bed and do the basic things in life. Most of the time Ive still just feel terrible and lonely. The one on one therapy sessions Ive been having haven't really done much to help me yet it feel like. The social anxiety group sessions feel like they will help me if I stick to it long term though.

So have a dr. appointment about my penis problem today. Am nervous and dreading it because I fear I'll just hear more bad news or that there's not much they can do.