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Originally Posted by struggling2
Buuutttt then i decided that while its easier to not deal with all the emotions of therapy, I am there for a reason, and if it was easy everyone would do it.
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I agree, but right now I'm questioning whether I really want to put myself through all the anguish of the therapy process itself- it seems to be bringing me more problems than I went into therapy with. And I know that I'll dread seeing T again, like Chopin.
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Originally Posted by Perna
It does not sound like much time has passed (and like you have other things on your mind to "distract" you from thinking about therapy this time); I predict you might go through the gamut of emotions between now and when you see T again?
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This is exactly right. I only made the decision a couple of days ago, and T only got back to me today (my appt was scheduled for today). and yes, I have other things on my mind right now that are distracting me from thoughts about T/therapy. I think you are probably right that at some point between now and then I will stop feeling relieved and start feeling lots of different emotions- and I don't know if I want to put myself through it.