Everytime I am let down by someone I get really emotional. I have this friend who cancels frequently on me. I should be ok with it but I'm not. I have spent 40 mins crying and I can't stop. I just texted her saying no worries.

The worst part is last Monday I was so low I wanted to end my life. She hasn't once texted me or asked how I am. I really wanted to talk to her about everything that has been going on. None of my friends have asked how I am. No-one cares about me.

Today I was feeling more up beat now I feel depressed and lonely