You say you get scared of losing him for no reason. I think though there must be reasons for it. Have you lost someone close before? Have you suffered rejection? I have had the feelings you have, too, even to the point of pushing someone away before they reject me, like I think they will. I've suffered some bad rejection that wasn't really apparent it was rejection but when I think about it, it was abandonment. Other bad things happen that feel like I was hated and rejected, too. And I know I was. You do deserve good things and to have someone with you forever. If this is bothering you quite a bit, it's a good idea to see a counselor or get some books on fears of rejection. Come to think of it, I am going to put that on my list too. lol. Best wishes to you.

<font color=purple>Peace to you.</font color=purple>