I felt like that for a long time. Went from bad relationship to worse relationship when I was in my 20's. Then it took seven years of searching and searching to finally find someone. I am fat right now. So its not a weight thing. I thought no one would love me because I am fat and ugly. I didn't date either, I just chatted online and used online dating sites. But he will come in time. Just when you think you won't find someone you will. Sending you hope love and hugs!