Hi Glad you are here Cypress Dreams. I just read your post and sound like you have been though much more than one person should have too in a life time, Sorry. Thank you for sharing though, sometimes it is good just to get it out. I know I am working on that! I have been in a depressed mode lately and do catch myself just crying, I think in my case it has to do with being depressed but I do think there are triggers, nothing major just get some silly thought in my head and here comes the tears. I come on here a lot because it does make me feel better. I wish you the best. You are not alone.