Good job feeling your anger!! I'm mad that you were hurt so badly and have to deal with a condition that is not your fault. I understand exactly what you mean. I even got arrested with my disorder. It's hard and stigmatizing at times. Just hard as far as day
to day functioning , being disoriented, always a step behind. I feel like those that caused this should be at least paying for our treatment. But in my case there are statutes of limitations besides my main abuser is dirt poor. Dont even know what happened to
most the others. It certainly isnt fair. It doesnt even seem possible. The cruelty that people are capable of. Especially with children. One therapist told me about "radical acceptance." You take the impossible situation and just accept it - radically. I try to do that. But i still find it unbelievable, unacceptable and i'm angry too. Hugs.